I understand that this picture is risque! First one ever, man.
Yeah I'm a college girl now. And yeah, my hair has absolutely gotten longer. And yes, I've a lot of friends now, unlike then, the only one I had was Emy (over exaggerating). I've been away on Tumblr, but it's so impersonal since all I ever do is reblog, and when I reblog things, it isn't originally mine to begin with, so here I am. Back at where I was from. With lost followers, readers and all. But, NO MATTER. Plus, this blog has been with me through only God knows what. It'd be nice to open it up one day when I'm 97 years old, and still read through the years. Hell, it's only been two years and since I was on Tumblr, when I remember my blogspot, reading through it is epic! Strange how I remember every event that led to every post!
So today, I just finish packing up my whole room. The only thing left is the unboxable items such as my guitar(s) and keyboard and the big suitcase and two mini ones left unpacked to put my clothes in. Sorting clothes would take at least a year seeing as the condition of my cupboard is fatal.
Oh yes, we're moving! We're moving to Ara Damansara, which some people consider as quite a far move, but in actual fact, it's only 10 minutes away from Subang, so takda lah jauh sangat. It's okay. I'm quite excited to move because I hate the baby next door, she screams like a banshee. Every. Single. Day. I get so agitated that I sometimes get so stressed. Especially when I'm trying to finish English assignments which usually suck the life out of me.
Speaking of school, I'm so sad that I got only 50/65 for my Economics presentation. I don't know why I got 50/65, but perhaps it was because of the lack of semangat. See, I was suppose to present on Wednesday, but it got pushed to Friday. I was so pumped on Wednesday, but we didn't have enough class time. I was so bummed, and come on, Friday is lepak day, no body does shit on Friday. I also stuck to the slide limit which was THREE. But some people did more than three slides and they got higher marks than me, so, no fair. I hope the essay was okay though.
So drama's been following me everywhere and biting me in the ass as well. It's so annoying. I don't get why when I say "I like Tom", people would think that I'm head over heels in love with Tom, that even the slightest rejection would result into me committing suicide. Hell no. When I say I like Harry, I will like Harry only to the point where I like him only when I see him. When he is infront of my eyes and touchable. Sure, I'd stalk Harry's Facebook page to see what he's been up to, but if he likes another girl, okay bye Harry. I can always find another Ronald. When I say I like Ronald, it's not that I want to be with Ronald. I just like Ronald. WHY CAN'T I JUST FREAKING LIKE RONALD AND BE DONE WITH IT? It's not like I want to marry him, I just want to like him. ISH!
I do not not not not want to be in a relationship right now, because I know it's all bullshit because we're all still so immature, and it'll end up in the ditches right now. I'm old enough to understand that a guy flirting with me is just second nature and yes I know he flirts with other gazillions of them and I'm okay with that because Aruna says I'm a freaking flirt as well. Because it's fun, HE HE HE. I seriously love the idea of me liking a guy that won't treat me differently once he finds out because he knows my drill. Because hey, I only flirt with guys I know I ultimately won't want to be with any time soon because, yes, I don't want a relationship.
The only relationship I have right now is with Sunway University College. I swear my friends are so great, I love them so much it hurts.
WHAT A REVELATION.
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